23 - A Song for Rising

Maybe it’s because the mornings are still dark. I lie in bed, contemplating the day, and glance at my watch: just a few minutes more, and then I will get up. When I sleep, I am hooked up to a mechanical ventilator, to rest my lungs, to make sure I get good full breaths - in and out. Lately, I’ve been reluctant to switch it off and become dependent on my own capacity. Then I remember to say “Modeh Ani,” the prayer for awakening, and harness the Strength that will help me begin my day.

Twenty-Three

A Song for Rising

You set the morning in motion,
Rolling forward, a constant turning.
I look for You as I wake,
Calling Your name in my heart.

I reach out for You as I struggle
To rise despite pain,
To face daily trials,
And I feel You there.

Pulse in my soul, Day Giver.
Press away dreams and night chills,
Start me on this new day.

You set the morning in motion,
Offering possibilities, an endless variety.
I listen for You as the day begins,
Creating echoes of Your teaching.

I embrace You as I strive
To face daily challenges,
To accept my limitations,
And I am guided by Your light.

Pulse in my soul, Day Giver.
Replace doubt with certainty,
Move my day toward holiness.